sometimes recovery doesn’t mean
sometimes you don’t need to
learn more coping skills or
make meal plans or
sometimes you need
more time in the sunshine
more hugs that mean something
more drunken conversations on a sunday night
because sometimes you can understand recovery in your head
but not feel recovery in your heart.
sometimes your heart needs a little extra time to catch up.
You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge.
Apologize for mistakes. Apologize for unintentionally hurting someone — profusely. But don’t apologize for being who you are.
dating me means dating my anxiety and my depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough
do you ever just feel so depressed and like everyone hates you because you mess up all the relationships you have with friends and loved ones and you're just a mess... because i feel very alone right now..